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Thursday, 12 March 2009

weekend weekend weekend!

i've been contemplating a lot lately. they say it's wrong, but im thinking otherwise.

he's so good.

we've been dating for over 5 months, and there is not even a handful of times that he's pissed me off.
i think that's pretty impresive.
have i pissed him off at all? NOPE. i guess that's the difference between a boy and girl for ya.

trying something new this weekend
i'll let you all know how it turns out :)

Monday, 09 March 2009

hmm... <3 counting down the days 'til summer

life has changed for me so much lately.
good change
but it's changed.

i've totally fallen for him
totally fallen.

i've got no regrets,
yet.
hopefully everything doesn't end in a mess.
that would be absolutely
horrible.

i hate iowa
it's cold all the time,
ALL THE TIME.

hm... nothing else new in my life really.
got glasses today, woo-hoo

love yalls, hopefully i'll have more to talk about another day.

Monday, 23 February 2009

ughh.. it's still february?

as you can tell from my title, i'm so incredibly SICK of winter!! i'm ready to pull out the swimsuits and jump in the pool. speaking of which.. i need a new swimsuit, and a new body to go with it but i am WAY too lazy to get on that!! I'm thinking of getting a pass with one of my girls Emma too the fitness center at BV, then maybe i'll feel more inspired to go work out.
things are going good with the boyfriend still. we've had a couple ups and downs, but not many.
i love him.
anyways... i have a volleyball tournament on saturday in manning. i am NOT looking forward to that. my cousin Regan's coming over Friday after the st. mary's drill team night, we should have a good time. i might ship her off to Andy's (her bf) that night so i can get my party on ;) i soo can't wait! my plans kinda got ruined, i had intended to go out friday or saturday night, but instead i ended up on tyler's couch, can't complain with that one! ;)
i'm ready to be done with this dumb career paper. i got it down to 7 pages today! my aunt is currently helping me out, i hope she gets it back to me tonight so i can get it turned in for extra credit.
what else..
i guess nothing else comes to mind, life's pretty good.. finally slowing down.
all my love - alexandrea

Saturday, 17 January 2009

11-17-08 .. 12:30 a.m.

he's the boy who gave me a chance. i don't know what i would do without him right now. its probably not a good thing that i rely on him as much as i do.. because i don't know what i would do at this moment without him. he's never upset me. we've been together for over 2 months, and i've never been mad at him. he actually cares about me. wow. i have definitely never felt this way before about anybody.

lately i've been acting weird though.. i haven't been myself. and i am scared that i'm going to scare him away. he says it's okay, that he still LOVES me... but idk.. i worry alot.. about everything.

here's a list of everything i'm worried about at the moment:
what's my cell phone bill going to be this month
what's his mom going to think of my formal dress
will i look really white in my dress tomorrow
when is my family going to have more money
am i going to get on the list for aquire the fire
is he going to break up with me
is the job i just applied for going to pull through
will aau volleyball be really hard on sunday
am i going to be able to make up for all of the school i'm going to miss while in new orleans
is he mad i'm missing his homecoming
will i be a good dancer tomorrow
what will my geometry grade be THIS semester

that's just what ran through my head in not even 5 minutes, theres so much more that i'm flipping out about inside.. i don't know what to do! all of this pressure! but he's still sticking with me, and it's so much easier that i can come home and talk to him, even it it's just texting or on the computer.. it still makes my day! :)
My Scariest Nightmare - The Uninvited Contest

I would have to say that my scariest nightmare was a few years back when my sister and I used to play barbies and shit like that down in our basement, which was a nightmare itself. I dreamed that i was walking down there, and there was a scary old lady that had a baseball bat in hand and she was holding my sister hostage down there. I was like 9 okay? it really freaked me out. Well... that is the best i can come up with...

I just blogged about my scariest nightmare to enter The Uninvited Scariest Nightmare Contest for 1,000 credits. You can earn free credits too! Brought to you by The Uninvited - In Theaters January 30th.